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Rabu, 13 Juni 2012

Welcome to the World little Emmalise!

This is her birth story.

last belly shot :-) 


Scheduled c-sections are so strange, and yet so cool. You wake up knowing that in just a few hours, you will be holding your precious new baby.  On May 7th, that is just what I did. I woke up, got ready, kissed my two babies that I was leaving behind, and left for the hospital to meet my second baby girl! I was so excited, and nervous.  It is major surgery so its a little scary, but I was so ready- except for one small detail- we still hadn't decided our baby's name!

We had narrowed it down, but were still debating. So as we checked in at Sharp Mary Birch, Sean and I continued the conversation.  It was so strange being back there and we kept commenting on how we were literally just here a year ago having Claire. Crazy!! We never would have expected we would be back so soon!! 
We literally decided her name right before they wheeled me back into the operating room. At that point I wasn't even sure how I would spell her name, but I knew I loved it and I knew it would be perfect for our little girl. 

This being my 3rd c-section, I pretty much knew what to expect, but when the doctors started cutting (sorry for the TMI) I could really feel it. Not excruciating pain like you would be in if you had no spinal tap, but I could feel more than I should. I tried to not think about it, but it reminded me of cutting chicken with my kitchen sheers. It was quite disturbing and very uncomfortable.   Then finally: A cry!

Emmalise Kathleen Bradford was born!

While they were stitching me back together I was in such pain, the anestisiologist added some more pain meds into my IV, but it was pretty bad.  I kept trying to just focus on the baby and watch as the nurse cleaned her up and weighed her.  I asked Sean if she looked like him or like me (she was our tie breaker since Jack favors me and Claire is a clone of him), he said she looked like him, but then I got to really see her and she looked exactly like Jack as a newborn.  It was unbelievable. A tiny, petite, girly version of Jack. She was perfect and precious and I could not wait to hold her!

Once we were in the recovery area, the feeling in my legs began returning very quickly. I could already wiggle my right foot, which took about 2 hours last time.  I definitely didn't have enough anesthetic, but I survived, so it was fine.

Our precious Emmalise weighed 6 pounds 4 ounces and was
 17.75 inches long!

She is such a little miracle. It is so incredible and indescribable to have had this tiny person in my belly just moments before. 


We are so thankful to the Lord for a healthy baby girl, and for a good, safe delivery! Praise Him!

That afternoon, Sean's parents brought Jack and Claire to the hospital to meet their new baby sister! Claire wasn't quite sure what to think, but after she walked around and explored the room a little bit, she was quite happy- but still not sure she wanted anything to do with me or the baby. Jack on the other hand was so excited and soo sweet.  He kept saying how tiny she is, and how precious.  I love both of them so much and it is so incredible to see this third little person who I already love just as much!

Bradford party of 5!
my girls :-)





I stayed in the hospital longer than I had expected, but after three nights, I was ready to head home! 


Welcome to the world little Emmalise! And welcome to our family! You are so loved already, but us and by the Lord. You are a precious treasure. I pray that you will grow to love the God who so lovingly and perfectly created you; knit you together in my womb; who saw you in that secret place; who knows you and loves you with an everlasting love.
You are His precious creation. Thank you Lord for entrusting this beautiful little girl to us. Give us wisdom, knowledge, understanding, faith and instruction as we teach her and love her. What an awesome responsibility. Thank you Jesus. 

Sabtu, 30 April 2011

2 months {and 7 hours}

As it always seem to do, time is flying by.  Our baby girl is already 2 months old! She is growing every day and is just so precious! She smiles *a ton* which I love! I finally feel like we have a "normal-ish" routine again- although I do feel 10x busier, and am having a hard time logging hours for work.  The good news is that Claire is going to sleep around 9pm in her cradle, and she doesn't wake up until 4am! That is 7 hours of real sleep {for me and her}! Woo hoo! That is pretty awesome for a solely breast-fed baby.  I have heard formula babies sleep through the night fairly early because it sticks with them longer than the breast milk. Anyways- here are some of my favorite moments with our girl {and of course Jacky too- love that boy}.

Sweet big brother
Me & My Girl {1month here}

Daddy's Girl






 Love this little face so much!

Minggu, 20 Maret 2011

the New Normal or "Surviving Baby Haze"

I had high hopes for my 40 days challenge to myself.  Well week 1 is done and I wouldn't say it was a total failure, but not a total success either. I'm finding that between feeding Tiny, chasing the Toddler, working, and attempting to keep some semblance of sanity in my household- I'm not finding tons of "me time" or "free time" to sit and read like I'd wanted to.  These days I'm excited if I actually make dinner; and lately my bedtime has been that of a two year old: 8 pm. Typically I function pretty well at night. I log hours for my work, or could hypothetically read, ect. but the baby haze takes over and I pretty much just turn into a pumpkin.  As soon as Curious George has been read to Jack, and the baby is fed and changed, I'm ready to conk out too.
My Tiny








The good news is that Claire is approaching 1 month already {What!} and I am getting a good 5 hour stretch (most nights) from about 10pm-3am, which is great! This is my "new normal" and it is slowly, slowly starting to feel just that: normal.  I ventured out into the world with 2 kids for the first time this week, and Trader Joe's never seemed so stressful {which- if you ever shop there- you'll understand the gravity of that statement because the crowds combined with the narrow aisles, often leave me feeling rather jangled}


My Toddler


I did memorize my verse {yay!} and yes my husband actually quizzed me. Col. 3:15 is now safely hidden away in my heart ;-) Now onto the new Verse(s) of the Week: 


Ps. 68:19
"Praise be to the Lord, to God our Savior, who daily bears our burdens." 


This one is short but poignant.  I will meditate on this one over and over again throughout the day. Thank you Lord for bearing our burdens- some are far too heavy to ever bear without Him. 


This week I'm hoping to make more time to read! I'm also looking forward to Friday...not just because it's the weekend but because it's Sean's birthday! Love him. 




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